The Returning Way
Table of contents
  1. The floor
  2. Attention and Love
  3. The Ten-Second Returni
  4. The Sittingii
  5. Metta and Tongleniii
  6. One Thing Eateniv
  7. The God Unfedv
  8. The Ruined Ordinaryvi
  9. The Bird Gatevii
  10. The Open Windowviii
  11. Boundaries and Thresholds
  12. The Hearth Boundaryix
  13. When Intensity Speaksx
  14. True Namingxi
  15. The Two Shoresxii
  16. The Rite of the Near Otherworldxiii
  17. The Width of the Roomxiv
  18. Relation and Repair
  19. Feed the Guest, Keep the Doorxv
  20. The Bowl of Namesxvi
  21. The Watchxvii
  22. The Mending Tablexviii
  23. Who Answers to Youxix
  24. Be Beside Mexx
  25. The Webxxi
  26. The Mirror at Four in the Morningxxii
  27. Coming Back Inxxiii
  28. Direction and Uselessness
  29. The Letter to the Guardianxxiv
  30. The Star Ledgerxxv
  31. The Map Without a Permitxxvi
  32. The Feast of Enoughxxvii
  33. The last pages
  34. Other ways throughxxviii
  35. When the practice must endxxix
  36. A blessingxxx
Practices

One Thing Eaten

The point is to eat one thing with full knowledge of where it came from, and to say thank you out loud at the end.

This one costs money and an hour and a half. If either is short, do it with something already in the cupboard and give the research ten minutes.

You need one piece of food, an hour for the research, and twenty minutes to eat it. A peach, an egg, a tin of sardines, a bar of chocolate — something with a label or an origin you can chase.

Spend an hour before you eat it finding out: where the ingredients were grown or caught, and in which country; what month they are in season there; who harvests or processes them, and what that work pays; which company owns the brand, and what has been reported about its labor practices; what the food was used for before it was sold in this form; what it does in a body — the vitamins, fats, sugars, protein; and one poem or song about it.

Where the trail stops, write down what is hidden and who is served by the hiding.

Whatever the record says, eat it anyway. The knowing goes in with the food.

Sit down with nothing else happening. No screen, no book, no conversation, no music.

Eat slowly enough to notice the first texture against your teeth, the flavor as it arrives and as it fades, whether you are enjoying it, and the thoughts.

Partway through, check that you are still breathing and that you can feel all ten toes.

On the last bite, bring to mind everything on your list at once — the soil, the weather, the hands.

Record the date, what you ate, and the facts you did not know before.

Then say thank you out loud. Whisper it, say it, sing it, or shout it. Something like: "Thank you for this peach, and for the cloud and the rain and the soil and the people who brought it to me; may all of these relationships deepen."