The Returning Way
Table of contents
  1. The floor
  2. Attention and Love
  3. The Ten-Second Returni
  4. The Sittingii
  5. Metta and Tongleniii
  6. One Thing Eateniv
  7. The God Unfedv
  8. The Ruined Ordinaryvi
  9. The Bird Gatevii
  10. The Open Windowviii
  11. Boundaries and Thresholds
  12. The Hearth Boundaryix
  13. When Intensity Speaksx
  14. True Namingxi
  15. The Two Shoresxii
  16. The Rite of the Near Otherworldxiii
  17. The Width of the Roomxiv
  18. Relation and Repair
  19. Feed the Guest, Keep the Doorxv
  20. The Bowl of Namesxvi
  21. The Watchxvii
  22. The Mending Tablexviii
  23. Who Answers to Youxix
  24. Be Beside Mexx
  25. The Webxxi
  26. The Mirror at Four in the Morningxxii
  27. Coming Back Inxxiii
  28. Direction and Uselessness
  29. The Letter to the Guardianxxiv
  30. The Star Ledgerxxv
  31. The Map Without a Permitxxvi
  32. The Feast of Enoughxxvii
  33. The last pages
  34. Other ways throughxxviii
  35. When the practice must endxxix
  36. A blessingxxx
Practices

The Bird Gate

The point is to declare a gate for one day and watch what comes through it — because you set the filter and something still arrives that you did not send for.

You need something to write on that you can carry all day, and a way to destroy it at the end.

iDeclaring it. In the morning, say out loud that for this one day birdsong is a gate. A gate not declared is only weather.

Then name one thing to send for: specific, findable, ordinary. A particular coin, a red car, a particular word, a heron. Not "abundance." Not "a sign." A thing you could point at. Say that one aloud too, and decide it will appear. Hold the image of it for a few minutes — the profile on the coin, the color of the car, the shape of the bird.

iiThrough the day. At every bird — the gull over the parking garage, the starlings in the sign, something small and unseen in the hedge — stop for one breath and write four things: what you were just thinking; what is here now; what it points at outside you; what it points at inside you. Four words each. If you are driving or in a meeting, write them at the next chance.

Twelve entries is a full day. When you have twelve, the gate has done its work — stop writing and go on with the day without it. Twelve is a ceiling and not a quota. If the day ends at four entries, the gate still closes at dark.

Write down every time the sent-for thing turns up, and write it down if it does not. A blank line is a result.

Do not interpret anything during the day. Collect.

Whatever the thinker thinks, the prover proves. The red car was always there. Today you counted it.

iiiAt dark. Read the whole day at once. Copy out anything you would not have predicted that morning — including anything that arrived which you had not sent for. Record the date and what you copied out. Then burn or delete the notes, and say out loud that the day is over and the gate is closed.